New Hope^^

everything had been a misunderstanding^^ Everything actually gone well and fine^^ Wuhu

Hopeless...

Feeling sad... the more i try to make it close to me the more i getting further with it... am i that bad?! maybe my attitude... may be my action... maybe my react... makes her dicision become as same as i become... did that reall worth it? am ijust doing her job just to take care of her only? may her laugh only? am i really that horrible? am i really that scary? why if she wouldn't like me dun tell me but want myself to realise it? to get benifit? am i that easy to be fool? i am a stupid person that being fool easily... i'm getting started to hate myself... maybe in last generation i owe her a favour and now i get it... my heart was hurt.. yes she did it... just have to congratz her.. my mistake had been covered... i'm getting away from the road i heading to... maybe what my neighbour was riht... she is not a person suits me after all... is time to let it go.. CHU HAN!!! u are free... goodbye... maybe next centuries we only can be together... hope thats no more owe for me or you... u take care yourself... strong girl be strong... a tears for you to wish you the best...

Exam's day...

So fast is already MAY... only few more month is already SPM... study haven't stable yet but time is rushing away... is just like a blink of an eye... few thousand memories flew through... Everybody is concentrating in study while I'm splaying on9~ Fuyoh... And another thing... The person I like... She say is not the time yet... means I still have to wait for the moment... but at least she gave me hope^^ And even i see her picture gives me strength to work it on and dun give up~ Make me kind of crazy ady... Quite happy this days except prefect thing... 2 head prefect like angry me but I didn't know what have i done wrongly... could be my attitude ba... wish this thing will go through fast or i can't stand it any more... Amituofo... Wish exam have good result and to her also^^

Yesterday, quite happy~ something unsual thing happen... A person that i so wanted to be together find me by herself~ i even have a shock in a moment but very happy about it~ Yesterday is 5/14 and i give her 2 bar of chocolate, after school i try to find oppurtunity to talk with her, the 1st step always the harder 1, and then i started to have a little chit chat, when reaches to the gate, i finally open mouth and said it~ i'm so nervous... but i succeed^^ I dunno wether she like me a not, but my heart for now is hers' even she rejected... 1 day... I will tell her face to face~

A Busy Day

Today... Is so difficult to take a break even just a few second... Gonna run here and there, do my things, do teacher's days preperation, performance training, and even the sesi photography thing, the picture... still got meeting in the same time... but different things... When back home, eat, rest take a bath then tuition already, what a busy day...I didn't even though a normal would me so full scedule, no empty space until now, an hour to put myself online... But, today is a very happy day also, can experience so may things andhow lovely to have a chat together... ^^ and finally my house got internet already... for 1 year~ 3rd time write blog...

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haiz....
homework allday
chinese new year still need do homework>.<
lousy teacher...>>
Damn it....
but always ponteng..
so no sadness!!!
wahahaha