保持中立吗？

如果有个游戏可以让坦白说出来，那么世界或许就没有悲哀与伤害吧，不但如此，人就能心想事成吧，就因为说了出来拥有的可能性就增加多倍了啊～

那因为每个人都能够坦诚地说出心里话，也不需有所隐瞒，那将拥有之后，人的“贪”念不就自然而然减少了。。。

但也不能够想得那么简单，人往往总觉得不够，有了这样就要那样，信念会更狂野，这还会引起世界混乱～

那我们该怎么办呢？要说但说了也未必得到，而且偶尔还会伤人心，那不说的话老是隐藏在心里，久而久之变成困扰然而烦恼就来了，迟早也会爆发。。。

还是保持中立吧。。。看看情况再做决定。。

Coming soon, CNY.

        Jz another day, but not just a day, cos CNY is coming soon~! Chinese New Year~!!  Well, new year, new shirts, new life, new aims, new dreams, new... everything.... Including myself, the new me~!!

       Well, what do I mean the new me..? Is easy but is hard...well, I can't wait something that doesn't belong to me right? So instead of forcing the other way, since this year is new that we had manage to live throught the dooms day~ YEAH! I decided to follow the flow of the river, to follow my instinct, to do what I think of, to fulfill my dreams n ideas, I'm not gonna bring myself to such a sad case for like last year... I've been regretting since my high school life... till now~ even though is just 1 thing that I didn't make a right decision~ N so this year, there's no stopping down to wait no more, instead of waiting to have an equal footstep, If is really belong to me, the thing will automatically come to me, that's why people always remind by forcing will need to prepare for the consequences.

       What I'm gonna do this year?? Hmm... good question for myself that I haven't started to look in the future just yet~ The fine start is to prepare myself right? For the end of 2nd TEN year of living on this Earth, I admit I'm still on the path of walking, but time doesn't stop by n giving greetings to you, so... is time to be upgraded, from walk to run~ where I'm running? To any place which my subconscious mind bring me to bcos that would be my pure strength on that particular field which I'm gonna shine on~!
 
       Every victory has its failure, every raise to the top has its fallen time to the deep, since I'm gonna start from the point so called Origin, Means I have nothing to fear of or to shame of for the moment~! well, best of luck I shall praise myself ya? haha

       Btw, wish to be spread~! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to the whole world, doesn't matter not to be buddhism,  there's no seperation of celebration with different religions, cos these are the culture to be share to the whole world n to past on for generation n to be remembered for another life of reborn Earth~!
   

We are Human Being,

I'm proud to be the Imperfect,

So I hope others to,

We used to be champs

and will always be.

Let the difficulty time to be erase,

and the new soul 

deep in our heart to be create.

There soon will

have no more impossible.

     Wish everyone a healthy lifestyle, happily ever after and of course to be good looking all time~ :P

-Out-

有缘再见。。。

           好想再有一次的机会重新相识，不过这次绝对不会像往时的愚蠢行为与决定，因为现在的我已经清醒了，渐渐的感触到当时我对你的残忍和冷漠，或许是天意吧，要让我经历失去而懂得珍惜的一个惨剧，这样的我才会一辈子都记住。。。难道这么说已经不能回头一望了？你的答案现实得非常的坦白，让我一读意识的伤心和失望，我真希望你写给我的是文言文，起码让我装明目不清地让我继续暗恋你，让我有一点的期望或野心地再次追求你，不过那再也不会有。。。

           2013年，新的一年需要整理新的人为， 如果突然消失的我在你的世界，请别特意来找我，因为我不需要你的同情还是假关怀，即使得不到你的真心那就还你的假意吧，不想让你见到悲惨的我渴望地要你的专注力，这。。一点都不是我的风格作为。。。不要问为什么，因为辛苦与再无方法的办法终于决定结束了这段小故事。。。这还算我留下对你的好感而为你的着想～ 绝对不是耍帅或伟大，只是还有渺小的了解你不希望我这么做～


          这世不能，那下世有缘的话让我们从新相识吧～

                                                                         -完-

acknowledgement of my past life of 'luck'

sometimes i wonder... is there anything that success can be taken with luck without any hardwork n dedication...?? i have been encounter these kinds of situation and it tought me, no pain no gain, no hardwork no dedication no success...

1st of all, i would make this clear is that there are ppl who really have such luck to win to be success in their life, they always got the opportunity to gain the knowledge to overcome the problems~

and i admire them, but not for me through my experience and part of my life, i realise my luck isnt that strong enough to so call "happy go lucky". when i was set on a risk, i will fail with no doubt and there where i have learned that i am not as lucky as others that in risk would still have chances to get the answer... so i really nit to make hard decision to choose my own path bfore regreting any choices i had made~

i would just hope that my luck will be there when i really really needed it... and yea, i hope my exam would get good results... =) best of luck which requires a lot of effort to me n all of u who needed it~ as sharing is caring, i shall spare my luck to u when u really needed but not when u wanted~ n which i really need it for my exams^.^

-out-

a story of life...

a day, a time, a place, an event, a moment, a person... the whole sentences came to 1 important point: a person. 

it is a convergent, even things has a beginning and an ending. just like a childhood story, it has been tradisionally taught us that life is like a story, but the interesting part is u got to choose ur own life, live ur life, not like u were borned to be the witch in sleeping beautiful, or the step mother in cinderella. 

of course, there must have bad to show good to balance the power of goodness and evilness, if no bad there's no good, which means we all are even, no competition, no improvement of life, which what we dun wan right?

well, back to the key word, a person. what if the person does not exist, is there any moment? does the event even matter to you which later lead to the place where no longer in a vision after a couples of week, even the time n day no longer exist in ur memory...

 

but if that person present on that particular day n time, seems like happened at a place in an special event and that became a special moment to u...

the story changed... live ur life~ sometimes hard decision is tend to be made~ pick up the bravory n go ahead =)

A lonely day and night~

         Trip, how relaxing to have this word in my schedule, how lovely it can to be part of my duty...

Well, sometimes there's always another challenge came by n you're the one to conquer the problem, so what you gonna choose ya? Is always a question to me but, I've choose to stay for the nx challenge... Not a way of choice that am I willing to accept the challenge, is the decision I made in past that I shall accomplish n to end the misson now!

Anyhow, Europe trip sounds fantastic to me but this shows is not my journey just yet while my family enjoy theirs now~ @.@ So, wish that I fight to the end to win victory~! with some great results~ ^.^ Make myself to be proud in what I am achieving now~~   :)

End~ 

To be back for good? or just forsake of get rid the boringness?

hmm... shall blogger welcome me back? :p well, exams coming within a week or two... to be honest, i havent ready for the exams after fooling around for the whole semester n i'm proud of it~ hahaha seldom to hear ppl did wrong thing but praise themselves ya?

back to the title, why i'm here? i also not quite sure about my uncontrol wildness of my mood n emotion~ mayb an influences n a little of self-motivation put me in here, right now n writing nonsences~ n i like it very much, i love bull-sh*tt*ng~ yup, who say this is my blog? who say? i suka~ :p

i shall get back on what am i suppose to do, blogging~ haha hell no, back to study~

sign out~